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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen. e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollo e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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e, and left Adonis there:

As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,

Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them. 324

All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,

Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;

And now the happy season once more fits

That love-sick love by pleading may be blest; 328

For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,

When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.

An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,

Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage: 332

So of concealed sorrow may be said,

Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;

But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,

The client breaks, as desperate in his suit. 336

He sees her coming, and begins to glow,

Even as a dying coal revives with wind,

And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,

Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind, 340

Taking no notice that she is so nigh,

For all askance he holds her in his eye.

O what a sight it was, wistly to view

How she came stealing to the wayward boy, 344

To note the fighting conflict of her hue,

How white and red each other did destroy:

But now her cheek was pale, and by and by

It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky. 348

Now was she just before him as he sat,

And like a lowly lover down she kneels;

With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,

Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels: 352

His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,

As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.

Oh what a war of looks was then between them,

Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing, 356

His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,

Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:

And all this dumb play had his acts made plain

With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.

Full gently now she takes him by the hand, 361

A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,

Or ivory in an alabaster band,

So white a friend engirts so white a foe: 364

This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,

Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.

Once more the engine of her thoughts began:

“O fairest mover on this mortal round, 368

Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,

My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,

For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,

Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”

“Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”

“Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.

O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,

And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it. 376

Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,

Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”

“For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,

My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone, 380

And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,

I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,

For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,

Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.” 384

Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,

Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,

Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;

Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire, 388

The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;

Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.

“How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,

Servilely master’d with a leathern rein! 392

But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,

He held such petty bondage in disdain;

Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,

Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast. 396

“Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,

Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,

But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,

His other agents aim at like delight? 400

Who is so faint that dare not be so bold

To touch the fire, the weather being cold?

“Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,

And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee, 404

To take advantage on presented joy,

Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.

O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,

And once made perfect, never lost again.” 408

“I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,

Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;

’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;

My love to love is love but to disgrace it; 412

For I have heard, it is a life in death,

That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.

“Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?

Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth? 416

If springing things be any jot diminish’d,

They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;

The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,

Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong. 420

“You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,

And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:

Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,

To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate: 424

Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;

For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”

“What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?

O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing; 428

Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;

I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:

Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,

Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.

“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love 433

That inward beauty and invisible;

Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move

Each part in me that were but sensible: 436

Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,

Yet should I be in love by touching thee.

“Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,

And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch, 440

And nothing but the very smell were left me,

Yet would my love to thee be still as much;

For from the stillitory of thy face excelling

Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.

“But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste, 445

Being nurse and feeder of the other four;

Would they not wish the feast might ever last,

And bid suspicion double-lock the door,

Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,

Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?” 448

Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,

Which to his speech did honey passage yield, 452

Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d

Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,

Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,

Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds. 456

This ill presage advisedly she marketh:

Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,

Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,

Or as the berry breaks before it staineth, 460

Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,

His meaning struck her ere his words begun.

And at his look she flatly falleth down

For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth; 464

A smile recures the wounding of a frown;

But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!

The silly boy, believing she is dead,

Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red. 468

And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,

For sharply he did think to reprehend her,

Which cunning love did wittily prevent:

Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her! 472

For on the grass she lies as she were slain,

Till his breath breatheth life in her again.

He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,

He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard, 476

He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks

To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:

He kisses her; and she, by her good will,

Will never rise, so he will kiss her still. 480

The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:

Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,

Like the fair sun when in his fresh array

He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth: 484

And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,

So is her face illumin’d with her eye.

Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,

As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine. 488

Were never four such lamps together mix’d,

Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;

But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light

Shone like the moon in water seen by night. 492

“O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?

Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?

What hour is this? or morn or weary even?

Do I delight to die, or life desire? 496

But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;

But now I died, and death was lively joy.

“O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:

Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine, 500

Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,

That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;

And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,

But for thy piteous lips no more had seen. 504

“Long may they kiss each other for this cure!

Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,

And as they last, their verdure still endure,

To drive infection from the dangerous year: 508

That the star-gazers, having writ on death,

May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.

“Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,

What bargains may I make, still to be sealing? 512

To sell myself I can be well contented,

So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;

Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,

Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips. 516

“A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;

And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,

What is ten hundred touches unto thee?

Are they not quickly told and quickly gone? 520

Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,

Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”

“Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,

Measure my strangeness with my unripe years: 524

Before I know myself, seek not to know me;

No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:

The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,

Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste. 528

“Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait

His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;

The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;

The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, 532

And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light

Do summon us to part, and bid good night.

“Now let me say good night, and so say you;

If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.” 536

“Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,

The honey fee of parting tender’d is:

Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;

Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face. 540

Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew

The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,

Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,

Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth, 544

He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,

Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.

Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,

And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; 548

Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,

Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;

Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,

That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry. 552

And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,

With blindfold fury she begins to forage;

Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,

And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage, 556

Planting oblivion, beating reason back,

Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.

Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,

Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,

Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing, 561

Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:

He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,

While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. 564

What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,

And yields at last to every light impression?

Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,

Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission: 568

Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,

But then woos best when most his choice is froward.

When he did frown, O had she then gave over,

Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d. 572

Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;

What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.

Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,

Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.

For pity now she can no more detain him; 577

The poor fool prays her that he may depart:

She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,

Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart, 580

The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,

He carries thence encaged in his breast.

“Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,

For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. 584

Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow

Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”

He tells her no, tomorrow he intends

To hunt the boar with certain of his friends. 588

“The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,

Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,

Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,

And on his neck her yoking arms she throws. 592

She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,

He on her belly falls, she on her back.

Now is she in the very lists of love,

Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: 596

All is imaginary she doth prove,

He will not manage her, although he mount her;

That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,

To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. 600

Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,

Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:

Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,

As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. 604

The warm effects which she in him finds missing,

She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.

But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,

She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d; 608

Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;

She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.

“Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;

You have no reason to withhold me so.” 612

“Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,

But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.

Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,

With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore, 616

Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,

Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.

“On his bow-back he hath a battle set

Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes; 620

His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;

His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;

Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,

And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. 624

“His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,

Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;

His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;

Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: 628

The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,

As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.

“Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,

To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes; 632

Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,

Whose full perfection all the world amazes;

But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!

Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.

“Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still, 637

Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:

Come not within his danger by thy will;

They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.

When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,

I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.

“Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?

Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? 644

Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?

Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,

My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,

But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.

“For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy 649

Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;

Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,

And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!” 652

Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,

As air and water do abate the fire.

“This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,

This canker that eats up love’s tender spring, 656

This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,

That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,

Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,

That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660

“And more than so, presenteth to mine eye

The picture of an angry chafing boar,

Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie

An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore; 664

Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,

Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.

“What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,

That tremble at th’imagination? 668

The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,

And fear doth teach it divination:

I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,

If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow. 672

“But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;

Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,

Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,

Or at the roe which no encounter dare: 676

Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,

And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.

“And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,

Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles 680

How he outruns the wind, and with what care

He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:

The many musits through the which he goes

Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes. 684

“Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,

To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,

And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,

To stop the loud pursuers in their yell, 688

And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;

Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.

“For there his smell with others being mingled, 691

The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,

Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled

With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;

Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,

As if another chase were in the skies. 696

“By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,

Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,

To hearken if his foes pursue him still.

Anon their loud alarums he doth hear; 700

And now his grief may be compared well

To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.

“Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch

Turn, and return, indenting with the way, 704

Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,

Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:

For misery is trodden on by many,

And being low never reliev’d by any. 708

“Lie quietly, and hear a little more;

Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:

To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,

Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize, 712

Applying this to that, and so to so,

For love can comment upon every woe.

“Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he

“Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: 716

The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.

“I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;

And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”

“In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.” 720

But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,

The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,

And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 723

Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips

Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,

Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.

“Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:

Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine 728

Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,

For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;

Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,

To shame the sun by day and her by night. 732

“And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,

To cross the curious workmanship of nature,

To mingle beauty with infirmities,

And pure perfection with impure defeature, 736

Making it subject to the tyranny

Of mad mischances and much misery.

“As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,

Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood, 740

The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint

Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;

Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,

Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair. 744

“And not the least of all these maladies

But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:

Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,

Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder, 748

Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,

As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.

“Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,

Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns, 752

That on the earth would breed a scarcity

And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,

Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night

Dries up his oil to lend the world his light. 756

“What is thy body but a swallowing grave,

Seeming to bury that posterity,

Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,

If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity? 760

If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,

Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.

“So in thyself thyself art made away;

A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife, 764

Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,

Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.

Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,

But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.” 768

“Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again

Into your idle over-handled theme;

The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,

And all in vain you strive against the stream; 772

For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,

Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.

“If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,

And every tongue more moving than your own, 776

Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,

Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;

For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,

And will not let a false sound enter there. 780

“Lest the deceiving harmony should run

Into the quiet closure of my breast,

And then my little heart were quite undone,

In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest. 784

No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,

But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.

“What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?

The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger; 790

I hate not love, but your device in love

That lends embracements unto every stranger.

You do it for increase: O strange excuse!

When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse. 792

“Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,

Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;

Under whose simple semblance he hath fed

Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; 796

Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,

As caterpillars do the tender leaves.

“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,

But lust’s effect is tempest after sun; 800

Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,

Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.

Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;

Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies. 804

“More I could tell, but more I dare not say;

The text is old, the orator too green.

Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;

My face is full of shame, my heart of teen, 808

Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended

Do burn themselves for having so offended.”

With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace 811

Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,

And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;

Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.

Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,

So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye. 816

Which after him she darts, as one on shore

Gazing upon a late embarked friend,

Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,

Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend: 820

So did the merciless and pitchy night

Fold in the object that did feed her sight.

Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware

Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood, 824

Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,

Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;

Even so confounded in the dark she lay,

Having lost the fair discovery of her way. 828

And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,

That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,

Make verbal repetition of her moans;

Passion on passion deeply is redoubled: 832

“Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”

And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.

She marking them, begins a wailing note,

And sings extemporally a woeful ditty; 836

How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,

How love is wise in folly foolish witty:

Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,

And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840

Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,

For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,

If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight

In such like circumstance, with such like sport: 844

Their copious stories oftentimes begun,

End without audience, and are never done.

For who hath she to spend the night withal,

But idle sounds resembling parasites; 848

Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,

Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?

She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”

And would say after her, if she said “No.” 852

Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,

From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,

And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast

The sun ariseth in his majesty; 856

Who doth the world so gloriously behold,

That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.

Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:

“Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light, 860

From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow

The beauteous influence that makes him bright,

There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,

May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”

This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, 865

Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,

And yet she hears no tidings of her love;

She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn. 868

Anon she hears them chant it lustily,

And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.

And as she runs, the bushes in the way

Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face, 872

Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:

She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,

Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,

Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. 876

By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,

Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder

Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,

The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 880

Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds

Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.

For now she knows it is no gentle chase,

But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, 884

Because the cry remaineth in one place,

Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,

Finding their enemy to be so curst,

They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first. 888

This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,

Through which it enters to surprise her heart;

Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,

With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part; 892

Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,

They basely fly and dare not stay the field.

Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,

Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d, 896

She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,

And childish error, that they are afraid;

Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:

And with that word, she spied the hunted boar. 900

Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,

Like milk and blood being mingled both together,

A second fear through all her sinews spread,

Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: 904

This way she runs, and now she will no further,

But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.

A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,

She treads the path that she untreads again; 908

Her more than haste is mated with delays,

Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,

Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,

In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.

Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound, 913

And asks the weary caitiff for his master,

And there another licking of his wound,

’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster. 916

And here she meets another sadly scowling,

To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.

When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,

Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim, 920

Against the welkin volleys out his voice;

Another and another answer him,

Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,

Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.

Look how the world’s poor people are amazed 925

At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,

Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,

Infusing them with dreadful prophecies; 928

So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,

And sighing it again, exclaims on death.

“Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean, 931

Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,

“Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?

To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,

Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set

Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet. 936

“If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,

Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,

O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,

But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940

Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart

Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.

“Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,

And hearing him, thy power had lost his power. 944

The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;

They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.

Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,

And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead. 948

“Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?

What may a heavy groan advantage thee?

Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping

Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see? 952

Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,

Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”

Here overcome, as one full of despair,

She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d 956

The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair

In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d

But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,

And with his strong course opens them again. 960

O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;

Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;

Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,

Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; 964

But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,

Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.

Variable passions throng her constant woe,

As striving who should best become her grief; 968

All entertain’d, each passion labours so,

That every present sorrow seemeth chief,

But none is best, then join they all together,

Like many clouds consulting for foul weather. 972

By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;

A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:

The dire imagination she did follow

This sound of hope doth labour to expel; 976

For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,

And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.

Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,

Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass; 980

Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,

Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass

To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,

Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.

O hard-believing love, how strange it seems 985

Not to believe, and yet too credulous;

Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;

Despair and hope make thee ridiculous, 988

The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,

In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.

Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,

Adonis lives, and death is not to blame; 992

It was not she that call’d him all to naught;

Now she adds honours to his hateful name.

She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,

Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 996

“No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;

Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear

Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,

Which knows no pity, but is still severe; 1000

Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—

I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.

“’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;

Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander; 1004

’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;

I did but act, he’s author of my slander.

Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,

Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”

Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, 1009

Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;

And that his beauty may the better thrive,

With death she humbly doth insinuate; 1012

Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories

His victories, his triumphs and his glories.

“O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,

To be of such a weak and silly mind, 1016

To wail his death who lives, and must not die

Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;

For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,

And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again. 1020

“Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear

As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,

Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,

Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.” 1024

Even at this word she hears a merry horn,

Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.

As falcon to the lure, away she flies;

The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light, 1028

And in her haste unfortunately spies

The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;

Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,

Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.

Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, 1033

Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,

And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,

Long after fearing to creep forth again: 1036

So at his bloody view her eyes are fled

Into the deep dark cabins of her head.

Where they resign their office and their light

To the disposing of her troubled brain, 1040

Who bids them still consort with ugly night,

And never wound the heart with looks again;

Who like a king perplexed in his throne,

By their suggestion gives a deadly groan. 1044

Whereat each tributary subject quakes,

As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,

Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,

Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.

This mutiny each part doth so surprise 1049

That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.

And being open’d, threw unwilling light

Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d

In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white 1053

With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.

No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,

But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.

This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth, 1057

Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,

Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;

She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060

Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,

Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.

Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,

That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;

And then she reprehends her mangling eye, 1065

That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:

His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,

For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.

“My tongue cannot express my grief for one, 1069

And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!

My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,

Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead: 1072

Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!

So shall I die by drops of hot desire.

“Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!

What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?

Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast

Of things long since, or anything ensuing? 1078

The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,

But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.

“Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear! 1081

Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:

Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;

The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.

But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air 1085

Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.

“And therefore would he put his bonnet on,

Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep; 1088

The wind would blow it off, and being gone,

Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;

And straight, in pity of his tender years,

They both would strive who first should dry his tears.

“To see his face the lion walk’d along 1093

Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;

To recreate himself when he hath sung,

The tiger would be tame and gently hear him. 1096

If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,

And never fright the silly lamb that day.

“When he beheld his shadow in the brook,

The fishes spread on it their golden gills; 1100

When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,

That some would sing, some other in their bills

Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,

He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.

“But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar, 1105

Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,

Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;

Witness the entertainment that he gave. 1108

If he did see his face, why then I know

He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.

“’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:

He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear, 1112

Who did not whet his teeth at him again,

But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;

And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine

Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin. 1116

“Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,

With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;

But he is dead, and never did he bless

My youth with his; the more am I accurst.” 1120

With this she falleth in the place she stood,

And stains her face with his congealed blood.

She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;

She takes him by the hand, and that is cold, 1124

She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,

As if they heard the woeful words she told;

She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,

Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.

Two glasses where herself herself beheld 1129

A thousand times, and now no more reflect;

Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,

And every beauty robb’d of his effect. 1132

“Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,

That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.

“Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,

Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend: 1136

It shall be waited on with jealousy,

Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;

Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,

That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.

“It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud, 1141

Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;

The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d

With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile. 1144

The strongest body shall it make most weak,

Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.

“It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,

Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures; 1148

The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,

Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;

It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,

Make the young old, the old become a child. 1152

“It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,

It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;

It shall be merciful, and too severe,

And most deceiving when it seems most just; 1156

Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,

Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.

“It shall be cause of war and dire events,

And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire; 1160

Subject and servile to all discontents,

As dry combustious matter is to fire,

Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,

They that love best their love shall not enjoy.” 1164

By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d

Was melted like a vapour from her sight,

And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,

A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white, 1168

Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood

Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.

She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,

Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath; 1172

And says within her bosom it shall dwell,

Since he himself is reft from her by death;

She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears

Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.

“Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,

Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,

For every little grief to wet his eyes,

To grow unto himself was his desire, 1180

And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good

To wither in my breast as in his blood.

“Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;

Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right: 1184

Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

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world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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w cradle take thy rest,

My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:

There shall not be one minute in an hour

Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”

Thus weary of the world, away she hies, 1189

And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid

Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,

In her light chariot quickly is convey’d; 1192

Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen

Means to immure herself and not be seen.

FINIS

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FINIS

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